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Wearing rich robes in gold and crimson, Benedict, the first pope to step down willingly for six centuries, sat on a gilded throne at the Vatican greet the more than 100 cardinals who sat before him in rows, wearing their distinctive red skull-caps.

In an emotional and unusually personal message on Wednesday, his final public audience in St. Peter's Square, Benedict said that sometimes he felt that "the waters were agitated and the winds were blowing against" the church, and other days when "the Lord seemed to be sleeping."

Benedict shocked the world on Feb. 11 when he announced that, feeling his age and diminishing strength, he would retire, a dramatic step that sent the members of the Vatican hierarchy into a tailspin. He reassured the faithful on Sunday that he was not "abandoning" the church, but would continue to serve, even in retirement.

Starting Thursday night, Benedict will be called "pope emeritus" and will don a white cassock and brown shoes from Mexico, replacing the red slippers that he and other popes have traditionally worn, the red symbolizing the blood of the martyrs.

The conclave to elect the next pope, which is expected to start by mid-March, will begin amid a swirl of scandal. On Monday, Cardinal Keith O'Brien, Britain's senior Roman Catholic cleric said that he would not participate in the conclave, after having been accused of "inappropriate acts" with several priests, charges that he denies. Other cardinals have also come under fire in sex abuse scandals, but only Cardinal O'Brien has recused himself.

On Monday, Benedict met with three cardinals he had asked to conduct an investigation into the "VatiLeaks" scandal in which hundreds of confidential documents were leaked to the press and published in a tell-all book last May, the worst security breach in the church's modern history. The three cardinals compiled a hefty dossier on the scandal, which Benedict has entrusted only to his successor, not to the cardinals entering the conclave, the Vatican spokesman said earlier this week.

On Thursday, Panorama, a weekly magazine, reported that the Vatican secretary of state, Cardinal Tarcisio Bertone, had been conducting his own investigation into the leaks scandal, including requesting wiretaps on the phones of some members of the Vatican hierarchy.

A shy theologian who appeared to have little interest in the internal politics of the Vatican, Benedict has said that he is retiring "freely, and for the good of the church," entrusting it to a successor who has more strength than he. But shadows linger. The next pope will inherit a hierarchy buffeted by crises of governance as well as power struggles over the Vatican Bank, which has struggled to conform to international transparency norms.

Many faithful have welcomed Benedict's gesture as a sign of humility and humanity, a rational decision taken by a man who no longer feels up to the job.

As he stood near St. Peter's Square on Wednesday after attending the pope's last public audience, Vincenzo Petrucci, 26, said he had come to express "not so much solidarity, but more like closeness" to the pope. "At first we felt astonished, shocked and disoriented," he said. "But then we saw what a weighty decision it must have been. He seemed almost lonely."

Many in the Vatican hierarchy, known as the Roman Curia, are still reeling from the news. Many are bereaved and others seem almost angry. "We are terribly, terribly, terribly shocked," one senior Vatican official said, speaking on condition of anonymity.

There is also hushed concern about what it will mean to have two popes residing in the Vatican. On Thursday evening, Benedict will initially reside in Castel Gandolfo, a hilltop town outside Rome where popes have summered for centuries.

He is expected to stay there for several months before returning to the Vatican, where he will live in a convent with a fountain and gardens that look out with a perfect view of the dome of St. Peter's Basilica.